I'm tired. And I'm tired of being tired. And I'm tired of being tired of being tired. Utter exhaustion has engulfed me in every sense and there's no word for this depletion. I submit for your approval, Soul Tired.
Soul Tired: (adj) the state or condition of exhaustion which simultaneously bears upon the physical, emotional and spiritual levels. Complete depletion of inner reserves.
I feel I'm nearing a breaking point. I keep pushing at the depression and it continues to push back. Every step is an uphill battle endlessly pushing a rock up the mountain, but there's no summit in sight. I could go postal. Suffer a psychotic break and simply lose the ability to hold it all back. I can feel it there gurgling right below the surface. In my mind I scream obscenities in response to stupid questions, and I slap the guy who keeps waving me down. 2 hours and 26 minutes remaining. I cannot afford to lose my job today. God help me hold it together just a little longer.