Soul Tired

I'm tired. And I'm tired of being tired. And I'm tired of being tired of being tired. Utter exhaustion has engulfed me in every sense and there's no word for this depletion. I submit for your approval, Soul Tired.

Soul Tired: (adj) the state or condition of exhaustion which simultaneously bears upon the physical, emotional and spiritual levels. Complete depletion of inner reserves.

I feel I'm nearing a breaking point. I keep pushing at the depression and it continues to push back. Every step is an uphill battle endlessly pushing a rock up the mountain, but there's no summit in sight. I could go postal. Suffer a psychotic break and simply lose the ability to hold it all back. I can feel it there gurgling right below the surface. In my mind I scream obscenities in response to stupid questions, and I slap the guy who keeps waving me down. 2 hours and 26 minutes remaining. I cannot afford to lose my job today. God help me hold it together just a little longer.